It is the morning of October 22 I am sitting in the computer lab waiting for my first class to start. Wearing this dress shirt with tie and black slacks I am getting a lot of people looking at me. I don't like to dress up, but I have to dress up for a speech later today. With the size of my neck compared to the hole in the shirt for my head sometimes it is hard to breath. One of the sacrifices I have to make to get a good grade in this class. Hopefully I get all the points that are possible to get my grade up in this class. I missed some important assignments because I forgot to check black board and get everything done that I needed to. Not having a laptop or desktop computer at home is really hurting me. I am glad to finally be getting my money in the next couple of weeks. Now that school is almost over. It really sucks that a mistake was made in my financial aid and I had to do so much more paper work before they could start my loan process.
I am sitting next to one of only a few empty computers right near the door. Everyone would rather look around for a different empty one than sit down here. I wonder if it is me, or if it so that they can focus more on what they need to do. Class doesn’t start for about another hour, so I think I will type tell it is about time to leave just so I can get as many blog entrees as I can. Writing three hundred words is not very easy. It takes a long time to get all three hundred words written down.
I am missing my family already today. I don't like that I won’t be getting home tell after seven today, but i need to help a friend out. He has been living with us for over a week now, and he needs rides to work here in Springfield. Hopefully I will get my car fixed this week and be spending less money on fuel.
I haven’t decided yet on what I am going to do next semester, I wonder if I should take online classes, cram all my classes in 1 or 2 days a week or just take the semester off. Driving back and forth four days a week is not easy, and it’s not light on my wallet. I hope I have more than three hundred words. I am pretty sure that I do. Copying this document into word to check for spelling and grammar errors it seems I have around four hundred and fifty works typed up. This entry so far makes one and a half blog entries in just this one post. I have hardly written nearly enough to make my thirty entrees. I hope they are not due today. Class starts in just under one hour now. Just around fifty eight minutes. Fifty eight minutes is not a lot of time.
I missed both Thursday and Friday last week, I don't like missing school but when family emergencies come up I have to take the time off. Hopefully those were the last days that I will miss this year. I have a test I have to make up for my Thursday Hospitality 101 class. Luckily the test is a take home test. I have a good grade in there and I want to keep it a good grade. I already had to drop that class once I can't do badly in it again.
Now I have over six hundred words in this post. Not too bad for ten maybe fifteen minutes of writing. I am dreading this speech later today. I don't know how it is going to go. I hate talking in front of large groups of people. I can feel the butterflies in my stomach and throat already. I am regretting not getting a good workout this morning but I had to leave to get clothes for my speech later. This tie is still choking me. It seems the more I move the tighter it becomes. I can feel at any moment it will completely close off my airway suffocating me. Come to think of it, it could also be my nerves acting up, making me nervous.
It is ten after now. I am running out of things to type and running out of things to think about. I think I will wrap up this writing for now, I think I will play some games on my phone or I will get ready for class.
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