conflict

A conflict that I have right now is spending time with my family. I love my family but it is hard to find the time to see them. With work and school it isn’t easy to find the time to see them. Most of the time I hold my son or daughter and we just fall asleep on the couch. When it comes to my wife to be Sarah I spend the time talking to her about our day. I am beginning to think about my family now. I plan on having a date with Sarah tonight we will get a sitter and just go somewhere together talk and have dinner just the two of us. Then when I get home I will spend as much time with my two children tell they both fall asleep. I will be off of work for four days, I took some vacation time before the holiday rush hopefully that will allow me to spend some time with my family. Without the time with my family I can feel more stress in my day. My family relieves me of stress and cheers me up and makes me happier. This conflict has affected me sleep as well. I am tired from school and work and when I get home I still try to find the time for my family. It isn't very easy for me being a full time student, working 30+ hours, and still spend time with my family. I sacrifice to try to make a better life for my family. When I am done with m degree I should be able to get a higher paying job and not have to worry about finances or money troubles.

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My dad doesn’t spend the time with me that he should. All he does is go to school and work. All I want is to spend the day with him playing games and talking with each other. I love my dad and sometimes it feels that he doesn't love me. My brother and I just want attention from dad and he won’t give it to us. I wonder if he knows how hard this is on us. Mom, Jacob and I never get to see him. He spends too much time away from our family. We all need a day when we just can spend the time together doing something fun. I want to go to Chuck E. Cheese one of these days this week since he is on vacation.

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As a fly on the wall I see a dad trying to provide for his family. The dad is missing out on some things but he is trying. He is kind of missing the bigger picture right now. He wants better for his family but he is missing out on something’s with his family. I see a loving family who needs more time together. That is just my opinion from a fly on the wall.